I looked through all my photos today. I realised how much I've grown. It dates back to the days I was just a little baby. I guess everyone grows up. Very true, but I still prefer back into childhood. Imma almost 18 nowwww! That’s fast, I guess time wun wait for us.

Looking back, I had realised. There are people I meet everyday in life. Some, just comes & go. Yet, some stays for life. I thank these people that made life easier for me. Through my secondary school life, there was.

Flabbergasted to accompany me, namely Sandra, Stephanie, Joann & Val. We were the five that hang out together, always late for classes, late homework. We take every chance to slack, & have fun. We are the ones that you see copying homework at the festival court each morning before school starts. Everything we do, especially those last minute work, rushing turns out well. Yet, when we planned like 93764328754265 years before, it will all get screwed up. & we talk abt massive screw up. After a few times we then decided. All work, should & will be last minute work.

Then there was, Almy in the later part of my secondary school life. Strangely, we had been in the same class during lower secondary school days, but we were never that close. However, later. She is a sister that just clicked like that. We had times of laughter, bitchings, being upset, angry. Whenever I come to relationship problems, she'll always be there. & always, coincidently, she will also have the same relationship problems. Almost similar, identical.

Fiona, I've been in the same class with her all my 4 secondary school years. Yet, we only really talked & become best buds from sec3. She is a super contrast of me. Tall, glam, & unreachable. At least that was what I thought of her when she was in lower sec whattttt. Hahaa, turns out she's darn friendly, only step cool only. Made me darn scared of her during sec1/2. She & I always have the trouble of wearing the total same things. Idk whyyyyy. We have to call each other to confirm what each other is wearing before we dare to go out. Cause if unarranged, we always happen to wear the same things, sometimes of the same colour even! Our wardrobe must be pretty similar I guess. ;p

Charlene. A motherly figure to me. She always nags at me like, 24/7. She tells me, to eat more eat more. Cannot eat this, cannot do that. She is a good listener too. & she cries like free. Devoted church lover, she always drags me to church! Hahaa, she panics like free. Lazy bum, sleeps in class, & goes numb at anything. Haha, my sleeping buddy. I miss you girl.

Of course, there are more people like, Huijieteo, Feebie, Barbara, Chokky, Joanna, Shuyun, Ada, & so many the list goes.

Then there was of course. My first ever, serious relationship was some 2years back. With my boy, Lenis. He was a blessing in disguise. He was a gift. He made me realise & understand many things in life. He had always said,

"Baby, I want you to learn something from me. Something that is taught to you from me that will bring you through your life's journey. I want you to remember there is such a person, Lenis even when we have parted. I want you to think, 'Hey, Lenis had taught me this before.' "

Indeed, I have learnt very much from you & I am grateful for that. He's the only boy who made so much effort in keeping this relationship. Even when I'm throwing my tantrums, he's there to coax me. Till, I get overboard. He gets angry. But at the end of the day, I still get coaxed & appeased.

Even when it’s not his fault, he says sorry. He tries his best to make me happy. Even though he has many flaws, he has many plus points too. In the past, I've overlooked them & had many a times, took him for granted. When we quarrel, he does the talking. He solves the problem; I just sat & cried when it hurts.

Too much to thank you for. Too much to say to you. I had apologised too many times for the things I've done. I've broke too many promises so to speak of. I made you lose your dignity. I made your friends laugh at you. Yet, after all these. You still did not walk away from me. Even during the period we went seperate ways, you were still there for me, quietly.

Now, I officially welcome you back, Lenis Lim Kun. Welcome back to my life, & for the many years to come, bless us. I love you, you idiot. (: